Merry Badend - Isho / Suicide Note
だれか僕を殺してほしい
Dareka boku wo koroshite hoshii
I wish somebody would kill me
[口先]の愛など消えてしまえ
[Kuchisaki] no ai nado kieteshimae
Love made of mere words and all would vanish away
[所詮]人は[愚かな獣]
[Shousen] hito wa [orokana kemono]
After all humans are stupid beasts
心[など]いらない、こわれてしまえ
Kokoro [nado] iranai, kowareteshimae
Don't need things like heart, break away
だれかのやさしいさが。。。。
Dareka no yasashii ga....
Someone's kindness
いつも僕の心に雨をふらせる
Itsumo boku no kokoro ni ame wo furaseru
Always makes it rain in my heart
すめたい雨。。。。
Tsumetai ame....
Cold rain
殺して、殺してくれ、
Koroshite, koroshitekure,
Kill me, kill me,
殺してくれ生まれかわることも
Koroshitekure umarekawaru koto mo
Kill the chance¹ to be reborn as well
[ない]ほど殺してくれ、殺してくれ
[Nai]hodo koroshitekure, koroshitekure
Kill me to the degree of nothingness
僕のこのいたみを止めてほしい。
Boku no kono itami wo tomete hoshii.
I want this pain of mine to stop.
きっと僕はきたいしている
Kitto boku wa kitaishiteiru
Surely I am expecting
同情を、理解を、特別死を
Doujou wo, rikai wo, tokubetsu shi wo
Sympathy, reason, a special death
楽しそうに笑う誰かだと 僕が[いる世界は同じはずでも]
Tanoshisou ni warau dareka to Boku ga iru sekai wa onaji hazu demo
The world that I live in is ought to be the same as someone who can laugh heartily, yet
うまく笑えなくて、
Umaku waraenakute,
I cannot laugh² well
何をまちがえたのか。
Nani wo machigaeta no ka.
I wonder what went wrong?
僕の[部品は、足りてるかなあ]
Boku no [buhin wa, tariteru kana]
Are my components lacking I fear³
壊れて、壊れてくれ、
Kowarete, kowaretekure,
Break, break away
壊れてくれ何一つきぼうも
Kowaretekure nani hitotsu kibou mo
Break away all the hope that there is
ないほどこ壊れてくれ
Naihodo kowaretekure
Break me to the degree of nothingness
壊れてくれこのいたみをすべて忘れるほど
Kowaretekure kono itami wo subete wasureru hodo
Break away this pain to the point of forgetting everything
必要のないそんざいだとしても
Hitsuyou no nai sonzai dato shitemo
Even though I am an undesirable existence
なぜ[だろう]僕は生きていたい
Naze[darou] boku wa ikiteitai
I wonder why do I want to go on living?
僕を[肯定して]よ
Boku wo [koutei shite] yo
Please affirm me
愛して、愛してくれ、愛してくれ
Aishite, aishitekure, aishitekure
Love me, please love me, love me
だれかそばにいてよ
Dareka soba ni iteyo
Somebody please stay by my side
そのままころしてくれ、ころしてくれ
Sono mama koroshitekure, koroshitekure
Kill me as I am, kill me
君にこのいたみをうつる前に
Kimi ni kono itami wo utsuru mae ni
Before this pain infects you
死にたくなどないよ
Shinitaku nado naiyo
I don't want to die or anything
だけど消えたい夢のようになくなれば
Dakedo kietai yume no you ni nakunareba
But I want to vanish like a dream if I can perish
救われる気がする
Sukuwareru ki ga suru
I feel like I will get redemption⁴
悲しまないで、さようなら、さようなら、さようなら。。。。
Kanashimanaide, sayounara, sayounara, sayounara....
Do not grieve, good-bye, good-bye, good-bye....
いとしい人。
Itoshii hito.
My dear.
NOTES:-
¹ have inserted this to bring out the essence of the line it's not written literally in original lyrics
² not literal laughing but it's about not able to enjoy life happily and as well as others
³ again semantic translation of the line, it's not literally fear, but the implication is that he fears that he's perhaps lacking something essential as others
⁴ this line simply means: I feel like I can be saved but given the concept of the band I've used “redemption"
the concept of the band was Gods and humans and trying to get redemption for their sins or grieving one's existence though later it changed slightly.
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